Sphinctum Fidei
BF:
if we use the Scutum Fidei for cyclops
the "shield of faith"
we can either put cyclops at the center and find a father/son/holy spirit
or use cyclops as "father" and find something new to replace the center/god
CD:
Thinking of your wormy plate
How that could be extended to rat king
BF:
maybe worm ball in the center
as god
cyclops as father
rat king at holy spirit
(or son?)
CD:
Son maybe?
Sun
BF:
rat king could be god...
with cyclops as son
scrotum fidei
CD:
The writhing worm ball is enemus
Or something
BF:
that keeps the worm ball as positive
this "god" needs to be evil
this trinity
a trinity of ignorance, fear and jealosy
enemus is the savior
CD:
Which exist in everyone, good or bad people
BF:
enemus could be represented by the worm ball mandala
but this shield/trinity is critical of the antithesis of enemus
or something
CD:
So no wormball
For this
BF:
depends
worm ball could def be the center/god
but then not used as enemus
i dunno
it could be kept fluid, uncertain, good/evil interchangable
CD:
Cyclops is the degeneration of enemus
BF:
cyclops is the absence of enemus
CD:
And the imagery is perfect, wormball as pure conscious as opposed to a clear sky, a light, etc
Need to maybe be careful at putting them against each other, not vs
This is going to be fun to play with
Can see the formation eventually becoming almost performative
BF:
This shield interests me a lot
What is and what isn't
And the magic of it
The contradictions inherent
The father is not the son yet they both equal god
For example
A=B and A=C but B doesn't equal C
And why not? They should be equivalent
Fully
I'm not looking for false logic like
A man is human and a woman is human so a man is a woman
This diagram makes these 3 things equal to god
Yet not to each other
I don't get it
But I love it
CD:
most people can say the same of god
the shield is perfect
Eye set towards an ideal, however horrible it is, shield militaristic and religious
Enemus more down to earth, they get it, with the worms and shit and dogs
ratkings are terrifying
dragging their dead, gnawed counterparts
the center could be the ball of tails and crap
extending from the tails could be cyclops, a rat fink, and whatever else we find
BF:
And rat king as god
CD:
thinking of this more spatially or something
BF:
Cyclops as son
And rat king us a kind of panopticon
CD:
that way, the imagery in the center, the writhing ball, is a kin visually to the worm ball, but on opposing spectrums
BF:
The ratball vs worm ball
I have seen Japanese carvings if rat balls
Not the tail entwined rat king per se
But similar imagery
Rat king and worm ball as thesis and antithesis
The rats pulling apart, struggling to separate
Destroying themselves
Vs
The worm ball, knotting itself tighter, melding for synthesis an
Unity, oneness
Atonement
At-one-ment
CD:
perfect
BF:
They are perfect counterparts
The worm ball grows in size strength and power
The rat king prays for disolution and fragmentation
Escape
CD:
fueled by ego and power
...i can relate my interest in the digestive system to enemus....organs tanlged, working together to rid the body of waste and the relief
like a psychic enema
purging of cyclops
I feel like we are onto something grand
BF:
more and more i like rat king as god
central machine
its form etc work well at the center
with cyclops as son
or father
yes
father
CD:
the asshole shield
BF:
sphinctum fidei
holy asshole
no
wait
asshole of faith
CD:
Consecrated= constipated
Work= holey day of obligation
Holey of Holies, aka. Inner Sphinctorum: constipated congregation of Assholes©®™
BF:
Wherever Particular People Constipate
CD:
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